words from my heart.

Happy 2012!

2012-01-03T07:54:00.001-08:00

Celebrated my new year at Desa Park City with the bf and his gang of close friends :)

my day was awesome, fireworks are nice.

how about yours? :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Rawrrrr

2011-11-14T06:49:00.001-08:00

Vintage.

2011-11-04T07:14:00.001-07:00

我问我自己，

2011-11-03T09:57:00.001-07:00

这种恐惧，到底我要用几久的时间去摆脱？

Surprise from my man.

2011-10-30T03:57:00.001-07:00

look at the ballons! he said he wants me to feel more like we are party-ing. SOO CUTEEE.

see he looked more hyper than me.

btw he bought me a birthday cake and he finished all by himself D:

and his family members knocked my room door at 12am. :) warm.

BABY.

Birthday Celebration with friends.

2011-10-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

Jason planned a birthday dinner for me and i thought it was only 4 of them.

it surprised me bacause they popped out one by one infront of me when i was talking to the girls.

he said he just wants to make me cry :'(

the dinner reminded me of our High school life, our NOISY class.

Justina, she can laugh really Loud :p

Tiff, the always sexy and hot one for Jonathan! *LOL*

soo, tiff and i.

the girls

Jonathan, the one who bully me the most. and he is good in talking CRAP! -,-

Jiawen, he says he will be there for me whenever i sad. but he dont really tell me his problem when he is moody. (you have to changeee -,-)

thank you, for coming around ♥ ♥

for Jason, you really surprised me and thank you for being my part time driver for so long. i just realize i dont have a photo with you, HOW COME?? D;

12.38pm

2011-10-04T09:34:00.000-07:00

为什么, 我没有以往的期待?

6pm

2011-10-02T02:08:00.000-07:00

今年的生日, 我会怎么渡过?

朋友, 你们还记得我吗? :)

everyday i love you a little more,

2011-09-12T01:04:00.000-07:00

望了望电话上的日期，

对，还剩3天。

试着不去看，不过那天最终会到来。

他疯疯癫癫地陪我过了2个星期,

你知道我不是不肯回家，而是我们相同有着的那份不舍。

你知道吗？

我喜欢有你的生活，习惯了你那拥抱着我的体温。

我会试着不让自己哭泣。

he is now sleeping like a dead body next to me,

2011-09-10T01:03:00.000-07:00

hello.

wish us HAPPY 13th ANNIVERSARY.

10.50pm

2011-09-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

AUSTRALIA.

10 August

2011-08-26T06:40:00.000-07:00

it was an early morning, i opened my shop and working like usual.

and when i was half way talking to my customers, someone came in with this bouquet of flowers.

yes it was our first year anniversary.

your letter for me,

no i don't know you can be this sweet hun :')

remember this message?

i feel the sweet from my heart when the everytime i read.

yes, be your baby ♥

i remember clearly the way you confessed to me in the car,

i remember how badly i cried.

i miss you so much.

i wish i could stop the time when i am with you.

still, Happy first year Anniversary.

I LOVE YOU TOO, Baby ♥

我心痛, 我心酸.

2011-08-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

安慰的话, 我不知道再怎么说.

所以我沉默。

发生了这么多的事,

看着你在我面前再次哭泣, 对, 我是有多么想在你身边.

听着你对家人的问候, 再看着你抹去脸上哭泣后的泪水

我酸，我疼，我泪。

这样的感觉谁又何曾懂?

it's just 3 of us.

2011-07-12T08:46:00.001-07:00

Hello after so longggg!

she is backkkk, like after 5 months. :)

and 3 of us went TTDI for Japanese dinner, wanted to go Solaris butttt, FAIL.

we used to hang out together last time.

He is JASON, my part time driver? HAHAHA.

look at her! she pose like a Model LOLLL!

wait for my next post alright.

Taaaas.

.

2011-06-27T09:14:00.000-07:00

i don't like my life.

我哭累了

2011-06-18T09:52:00.001-07:00

my feelings of sadness

2011-06-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

i used to write down my daily life here last time. but now, i don't.

my blog is just like my diary, my jotter. i jot down every single of my things and feelings.

what about now?

i don't really know how to express or explain my feelings already.

or maybe when im having the good mood to tell, there's no one here to listen to me :(

i hope im a little small kid, baba and mummy bring me to eat and play like last time.

i don't want to grow up.

im feeling stress. feeling so tired of my work.

or maybe feeling F up with those people who don't really understand me.

Am i really that dumb or what?

i feel like crying, everyday before i sleep.

i need a break.

Happy 21st.

2011-04-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

This update is exclusively just for you.

Time flies.

In a blink of an eye we have known each other for 10 months.

for 8 months we've been together. ♥

it is not a long period but its not a short one either.

and we have really been through lots and lots of happy and sad moment together.

It's your 21st birthday,

so sad that im not by your side to celebrate it with you.

if i may, I would really want to wish you face to face.

if i may, I would really want to give you a hug Hun.

but this distance is forbidding me to do so.

even you accompany me to sleep every night through skype,

but im still on the verge of going insane just missing you.

Long distance relationship is really killing me.

This is the very first time im celebrating someones birthday by singing birthday song to the lappie,

I know it's wierd but i just cant help it.

12am sharp!

Happy 21st. MY LOVE ♥

No one can understand my feelings whenever i thought of you.

our memories are still playing on my mind everyday.

I MISS YOU. TOO MUCH :'(

Finally.

2011-04-08T09:02:00.000-07:00

i have been waiting for one month.

给远方的你,

2011-04-04T07:37:00.000-07:00

好久都没给你来个探访，

昨天终于可以看看你了。

在心里对你说的话你又是否听得见？

在心里给你唱着你喜欢的歌你又听到吗？

麼麼和大姐都生病了你又知不知道？

一年多了，现在再次给你写着这篇文章，我还是会哭，我还是会心酸。

我对你的想念，你又是否感觉到？

妈咪也一定很想念你.

到底几时，我眼眶可以不用含着眼泪地对你说话？

到底几时，我想你的时候不会再哭泣？

到底几时，我可以笑着告诉别人我的童年，我和你的故事？

天国的你究竟又过得好吗？

Failed.

2011-03-21T05:19:00.000-07:00

the photographer laughed like hell when she was taking this for me.

you know who you are :)

Singapore

2011-03-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

hellow! how are you people? :) im doing well here hee.

i just came back from Singapore with the boyfie's family.

it was a 3days 2nights trip.

i'll just upload some photos here alright :)

so here comes the first day.

we woke up at 4.45 -_-

had MCD for our breakkie.

Sunrise

we reached Johor at 9 somthing, went to visit their relatives and also took our lunch at there.

then, thennn,

Hello Universal Studio.

Sentosa

look at this, Full of Lollipop.

it is so C.O.L.O.U.R.F.U.L

can you see the Heart shape? no?

mr.crapp's parents

tell me she is cute.

the 2nd day.

Marina Bay Sands.

Safari!

we were waiting for the night show. :)

3rd day,

melacca.
we went to eat Chicken Rice Ball, didn't take any picture there :(

that's all for my 3 days. and i actually skipped many places.

my internet is so slowww and im lazy to upload all the photos here.

sorry peeps.

for my friend, check out my Facebook for more pictures wokay? :)

taaa, see you soon. :)

累了

2011-03-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

今天的我只想早点把自己扔上床入眠.

我, 其实还没习惯现在的生活.

晚安了.

我真的好想你, 亲爱的.

Alexis,

2011-02-27T06:47:00.000-08:00

they are cute like this.

New Year Present from mum,

2011-02-21T07:16:00.000-08:00

Daisy.

Marc Jacobs

thanks mummy. Loves

family.

2011-02-16T07:15:00.000-08:00

*Do not disturb*

Ikea with the family for dinner today.

i just simply like this picture :)

they are so KIUT.

legs,

2011-02-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

i'm reluctant to let you go baby,

2011-02-11T14:33:00.000-08:00

mr.crapp reached Perth safely.

im not doing well people.

the room and night without him was quiet, we used to run up and down together at the middle of night, he used to play his FIFA next to me and he wanted me to accompany him for his FIFA everytime.

i miss you so badly Hun :'(

i don't know what's my feeling right now,

2011-02-08T22:41:00.000-08:00

and i don't know how to describe the feeling when i was helping him to pack his luggage.

it is just 33 more hours to go, and he will be leaving here to Perth for his studies.

I AM SAD, people :'(

i cried out loud until i can't really feel myself.

2011-02-03T22:57:00.000-08:00

im sad that i don't have a hometown :(

everyone is like going back to hometown paying a visit to other places but im still staying the same. im stucked in PJ every year =_=

i visited 2 houses for the first day of Chinese New Year.

and this is what i got for the first day.

wolalala.

feeling happy now.

i'm gaining weight,

2011-02-01T11:10:00.000-08:00

and I JUST CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM EATING!

i ate so much of foods :(

Pan mee and Bak kut teh and 2am last night,

and Satay, Pizzas, Cake, Chicken and Ba Gua just now.

What the Freak?

Geee, I HAVE TO STOP! i HAVE TOOOOOOO!

okay i got nothing to do at this midnight and the bf is playing FIFA again so that's why im here for a while.

so now, Tadaaaa.

Good Night peeps.

and.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i have got my first 2 angpaus from the Bf's Godparents and Godsis last few days :D *wink*

3.03am

2011-01-27T10:53:00.000-08:00

the boyfriend and i have been shopping ALOT.

in 2 days time.

hmm, TOO MUCH i think?

wedding dinner@Christmas night

2011-01-13T10:40:00.000-08:00

as i promised i will upload my sister's wedding pictures.

so after like soooo long, here comes the wedding night.

sorry for waited for so long because i was not at home for all the time.

this is supposed to be a very long post but i got no idea what to blog already :(

so i will just post some pictures up.

credits by mr.crapp for this picture, and i like it much.
it was the very first time i went for Beach wedding.

i was wondering what to wear so ended up we were all wearing slippers.

the entrance？

our 1st picture before the dinner (:

Sister and her husband.

Jryky.

♥

cousin

♥

Brother.

the sweet couple here.

both of them helped me to make up and also curled my hair.

me. mum. mr.crapp

♥

family

here comes the crazy gang.

the blur one.

fireworks.

the Heng Dai-s

i enjoyed my Christmas night (:

－－－－－－－－－－－－

好不习惯没有你们在家的日子，

没有你们在房的吵闹声。

看见你们手牵着手，见证着你们的婚礼，

他对你的甜言蜜语，对你的温柔呵护，带来给你的笑容，

再给你一次又一次的惊喜，

我相信，他真的可以带给你一切。

海边的烟火，99朵紫玫瑰，真的很漂亮。

你们的婚礼，真的很成功。

我哭红了双眼，是因为我真的看见你们的幸福。

♥♥♥

that's sweet.

2011-01-13T01:17:00.000-08:00

wedding dinner,

2011-01-02T11:25:00.000-08:00

Loves!

i'll upload my photos here soon.

Avillion,

2010-12-27T06:00:00.000-08:00

People, im back from Port Dickson. :)

so tired!

there's loads of pictures to upload.

im editing some of it.

will update soon heh.

BE PATIENT.

Jingle Bells

2010-12-23T22:20:00.000-08:00

Its Christmas Eve, How are you gonna celebrate your night?

I don't have any plan :(

i got no time to blog because am so busy Shopping and eating and playing around hah!

and am going to PD to attend my sister's wedding dinner tmr (:

i can't waittttt!

Geeee, i havent pack yet and i got no idea what to wear.

i promise i'll share lots of my pictures here after i come back from PD okay.

again, Merry Christmas to all of you ♥

HAVE A GREAT ONE!

my dead blog.

2010-12-18T07:44:00.000-08:00

Hellooo? If there are still people reading this.

AM STILL ALIVE okay?

am here now just to crap a lil bit of things.

shuuu busy currently,

i have been shopping alot with the boyfriend these days.

and i eat alot, call me a fatty alright.

so now, i meet him more than my family D;

Seriously am not joking.

i never see my mum and sisters for days =(

this is so bad, i know. but nevermind ill see them later :) and also am waiting for the boyfie to come home after work heh.

my blog is really really dead.

sorry because i don't have much time people.

i will try to blog when am free kay? :)

oh yeah, SALES everywhere!

i found alot things i like and i got no enough cash to buy all of them.

Topshop, Zara, Pull and Bear :( *sobs sobs*

i need my mum's credit card.

Spm is over, am free now after so many papers sooo, Yayyyyy!

ill try to update soon :)

okay byeeee.

i met her.

2010-12-12T06:44:00.000-08:00

so that day i received a call from this girl asked me to meet her up.

okay so mr.crapp and I met her up that night since i want to eat chocalate cake :)

yes, i miss you. very much.

we never meet each other for years.

we were busying telling stories to each other.

and now, am really Glad to see that you are fine babe.

27.11 ♥

2010-12-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

那天，

你的生日

没有为你准备特别的节目，也没有特别的礼物.

就只是一餐普通的家庭晚餐。

我记得，经过了很多事情，我们家每个人才开始注重了出席每次的家庭晚餐。

这个没有计划的晚餐，太突然。像是每个人都没有准备。

阿一鲍鱼，

也每次的家庭晚餐，多了这个人的出席。

因为时间太赶，哥哥没有时间，买了你巧克力生日蛋糕。

你，哥哥

.Jerky.

♥

.Chemond.

♥

-Wil & Mel-

♥

我们

那天的你，今年的生日，第二年没有爸爸的陪伴。

你是否过得高兴？

妈妈，祝你生日快乐。

随便.

2010-11-27T09:40:00.000-08:00

*faint*

im back.

i got no time to blog because im busying for my spm.

my visitors is getting lesser and lesser day by day :(

i didn't on my baby pink for like 4 days so i think she have got enough of sleep already heh :)

im just came back from supper and since the boyfie is playing his FIFA 11(his new gf) in this middle of the night so i got my little own time to blog now heh :)

i gained weight again people, sighs.

stress, i eat.

bored, i eat.

happy, i eat.

emo, i eat.

feeling scared, i eatttttt!

i have to maintain myself in normal mood only i can have my normal meal,

i feel sleepy after eating and i eat AGAIN after i get up from bed, SO WHAT DO YOU THINKK??? -_-

HOLLY-MAMA-ASSS.

i still got 6 more subjects to go :( 16 more days.

i hope the time can pass more faster so i can party like mad after this.

my first paper was BM, i was so nervous, so scared untill i can feel my hand shaking and also my heartbeat. i can't even sleep well at the night :'( my BM is so poor, i never speak malay for like Years, i just read malay books when im having bm periods in school. i failed my bm in TRIALS wtf hahaha. so can you guys imagine how SCARED am i? -_-

my english? errrr it was ok for me heh :)

what about Sejarah?

ermm, i hope i can pass! -_- i only got 18 correct out of 40 questions!

for my paper 2, i have tried hard to write whatever i know :'(

Geeeeee, pray hard for me people. seriously.

okay my boyfriend is done with his Fifa so i got to go sleep now, buais.

Good night peeps.

x.o.x.o

that's why i love her,

2010-11-19T06:50:00.000-08:00

came home after steamboat dinner, i was sitting downstair online chatting with friends.

mum came to me and she squeezed her butt on the same chair with me.

so i turned on my webcam,

then we started the first photo,

mummy, say "yiiiiiii"

nah, here the normal picture.

mummy, "do this, i said".so she followed me.

mummy, say "OOOOOO".

nah she followed me again.

mummy, say "AHHHHH"

then she really AHHHHHHHHH, like so loud you know?? -_-

after that we ended up laughing like this.

i think she laughed non-stop for 5 mins looking back her photos.

WHAT A CUTE AND GOOD MUMMY I HAVE?

ILY

owh God,

2010-11-18T08:35:00.000-08:00

Four more days to SPM.

people seems like locking themself in their own room studying like hell,

and am PARTY like helllllll here, living my life like my Spm is over hahaha.

now, am feeling scared.

i think my friends have studied alot, what about me? Nothing! Shytt!

Geeeee, God bless me.

okay i think i got to go bed now, feeling Dizzy.

Good night world (:

Singapore.

2010-11-15T05:43:00.000-08:00

Be tough babe,

2010-11-11T08:37:00.000-08:00

I can't sleep at the early morning now, am still have to wake up for school later. =(

To My Dear Father,

I used to pray to you just for some small matter, but today it's different.

When the first time i cried to talk to you was to pray that you would save my father.

Today, watching my own best friend crying bitterly over the same matter, I pray to you sincerely that you would perform your miracles on her father.

She is just but a seventeen years old girl, please do not take away what means everything to her.

and I believe that this is not what a seventeen years old girl should suffer from.

i do not wish for her exams to be affected by a tragedy like this.

Lord, i know you love us, and you are capable of anything, I pray with all my heart that you would aid her.

I pray that you will be there with her family.

All of us needs you, I don't wish to see my best friend walking down the same path as mine,

I don't wish to see her shedding anymore tears.

I know how it feels to walk on such a path, I don't wish for anyone to endure such pain too.

Babe (stella), you must stay strong. I feel really sorry, i dont know what to do except for crying together with you on the phone. my tears just can't stop rolling down involuntary.

you know i didnt want to see you like that, please stay strong, all would be better.

please give yourself hope, i would always be there for you.

To all readers who are reading this, please pray together for her as well.

Thank you.

3rd,

2010-11-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

you are the light that brightens up my darkest nights, you are my WIL to keep moving forward and believe in my dreams. You make me happy and I know that our love is very strong and I know we can get through any issues.

I love you today, I will love you even more tommorow.

Happy 3 months anniversary.

Fred Perry,

2010-11-09T08:39:00.000-08:00

my souvenir from mum :)

the first Fred Perry bag in my 17 years of life, i like it so really much ohmygod.

happy sweet 16 for you,

2010-11-07T09:51:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Ann Nee :) *my bf sister*

it was her birthday yesterday,

sorry for no present and i didnt prepare anything for you :(

mr.crapp and I went to wonder milk after his work to buy her cupcakes,

he actually planned to go for dinner with her but she had dinner with parents already so yeah,

DA DANG,

Hope you like it :)

Happy Sweeeet sixteen girl :)

Hello Bello,

2010-11-02T09:54:00.000-07:00

its 12.57am now, had my dinner at Auntie's house just now.

am feeling still full and i don't feel like sleeping yet so then am hereee.

my blog is so so so so so so so DEAD i know.

am gaining weighttt people, SHYT. really shyttttttt.

credits to Mr.Crapp -_-

he brought me to eat so many nice foods so i can't stop myself from eating and now he always laugh at my tummy, =(

jkndsjbjkdsbfdsmjks.

what a boyfriend i have?

and yes, am having SPM in 20 days,

20 days!!!

ohhemmgeeee mygodness hollymamaasss am still so relaxing.

=_=

okay enough of my craps.

buais.

i dont like my room

2010-10-27T01:41:00.000-07:00

why?

so messyyy

now you know.

my Bday presents.

2010-10-24T10:23:00.000-07:00

Coach from Chemond :)

Zara from mummy.

Cross necklace from the Boyfriend.

MAI BUFDAYYY,

2010-10-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

06.10.2010

am here to blog about my birthdayyy :)
*like after so long? =_=*

sorry for the LATE update :(
feel really guilty seeing my visitors reading my blog day by day and I NEVER UPDATE MY BLOG LIKE EIGHT DAYS TIME UGHH.

its now ermm, 1.10am.
i know im supposed to sleep now.
one more thing is im actually thinking whether i should stay home or go to school later heh.
my bf is gonna scold me because i have skipped school today :(
school is just soooo sooo soooo boring -,-

okay back to the topic.
yes it was MY BIRTHDAY!

am officially SEVENTEEEEEEN now people.

for the past few years, i celebrated my birthday with my family and also my friends.
so sweet and special for my 17th birthday because my boyfriend celebrated with me. :)

he came to pick me up at around 6 something after his class.
we went to Empire Gallery for a walk after that.
oh yea that was my 1st time went to the shopping mall -,-
YES DON'T LAUGH or WTH me alright :)

we headed for dinner from subang to damansara at night,
we laughed, we talked, we played like crazy as usual.

GUESS WHAT?
he suprised me with the ROSES while we were waiting for the traffic.
i got the omggggg and awwwwww so sweeeet that kind of feeling when the moment i saw that so i kissed him straight after he gave me the flowers because i felt really really reallyy sweeeeeeet.

he brought me to eat Balinese foods for dinner.

here comes the restoran,

Subak.

hello.

captured by mr.crapp.

"很有feel咯" he said hahaha.

my orenji juice and his watermelon juice.
Balinese fried rice.
the salad and prawns/

signature curry mee.

am sooo hungryyyy nowww -,-

hmm the decoration?

he looked so happy eh?

erm it was not your birthday la my dear =_=

he is viewing his camera pictures i think?

DANG DANG

here comes my birthday cake,

RED VELVET FROM Whisk Cafe.

soooooo nice and i feel like eating now :(

mr.crapp.

meeee.

.love.

we were almost the last customer there -,-

-home sweet home-

with the roses from my love :)

i likee and i likeeeee.

as usual he went online facebook with my lappy and i kept on taking pictures and viewing our pictures next to him.

then i went to the toilet.

"do you notice anything different in your room?" He asked me after i came out from toilet.

-....i looked around....-

"hmm no. why?" i anwered.

he kept on asking like 3 or 4 times and i anwered the same answer =_=

and after few seconds,

" EHHHH I SAWW!" i said.

he put my present above my wardrobe -,-

awwww sooo "suprise" lol dumb dumb.

and guess what he bought for me?

A CROSS NECKLACE.

nah it is not really that sweet if your bf bought you a Cross necklace ,

BUT IT IS REALLY REALLY SWEEEEEET IF YOUR BF BOUGHT YOU THE SAME NECKLACE WITH HIM.

awwww soo niceeee i know.

thank you for the everything Honnie.

yes thank youuuu.

it was my Sweet birthday ever.

ILY.

Early Bday Dinner@family.

2010-10-11T01:31:00.000-07:00

ohh finally, i got time to blog about my birthday dinner with my family.
they celebrated with me 2 days before my birthday because i had to study for my perdagangan :(

a very thank you to my eldest sister for this, i thought you guys have forgotten about my birthday :'(
i kept on telling mr.crapp "他们一定不记得我的生日liao" with my crying face everyday before the week hahah.

we went to d'italiane kitchen @ Giza.
i never heard of this restoran before until my 2nd sister asked for ther =_=
yessss i know, amma SAKAI. *don't laugh*

mr.crapp came to pick me up like usual, due to my sister and my slowness so he waited us at downstairs with my mum.
he talked damn alot to her, SO BRAVEEE YOU i like hahaha.
i know he must feeling very nervous, as a girlfriend i should have get ready faster and go down to accompany him.
but guess what?
i never do that, i left him alone with my mum heh :) *wink*
im so BAD i know, he is gonna kill me if he read this.

it was an unforgettable night for him because that was the first time he drove my mum along.
he was so quiet in the car, dare not to play with me and he stopped his sam-pat-ness
and he dare not to hold my hand in the car like what he usually do,
SHOOOO FUNNYYYY omg. *LMAO*

okay stop with that.

so we reached there at 8 something, i remember i was so HUNGRAY that night,
nah, the menu.

hungry hungryyy, "i feel like eating everythinggg", i told him.

.hello.

my guest.
.Chemond.

.my lovely mummi.

.mummy and 2nd sis.

.Jryky.

.our foods.

Daaa dang.

they suprised me with Baskin Robbins Ice-cream cake.

my boyfriend again.

mummi eldest sis karyen.

=).love.

the ice cream cake, HARD LIKE A ROCK.

look at them,

they sweat all over the body after cutting the ice-cream cake,

and of couseeee, AM JUST JOKINGGG!

=_=

went home straight after dinner. with my full stomach :)

.mr.jerry.

my birthday card from sister cheryl.

i don't wanna open my present from my sister cheryl yet after i went home,

then mr.crapp was like, Ehh open laaaa, why don't you open and seeee??

why are you smiling?? ITS NOT FOR YOU LAH PLEASEE. :p

i got Coach bag for my present.

nah the last picture,

he asked me why i never post this up.

so yeaaa, SPOT his CACATED leg. yesss, CACATED LEG!

that's all for my early birthday dinner.

Again, thank you for my sisters and also mr.edmond and mr.jerry.

they were actually busying with their work that day, but still they made it for me.

awww, i feel the sweet from everyone of you.

and also my boyfriend and mummy :)

thank you.

oh ya, that was the very First Time my mum dinner with 3 of her daughers and also the boyfriend together :)

what a special dinner for us? :)

okay people,wait for my 2nd birthday post heh.

i might just upload the pictures for that day :)

x.o.x.o

10.10.10

2010-10-10T04:37:00.000-07:00

Happy 2nd month anniversary hun.

*kiss and hug*

awww we met twice a day :D

brb

2010-10-08T05:45:00.001-07:00

its friayyy night!
so weird for me staying at home hor?

i signed in my msn and there are ppl asked me : woah you nvr go outt?, where's your bf? why nvr find you today?, and another one, Never go shopping???
=_=

yes i have been a very long time nvr stay at home on friday after i know my bf,

so, call me GUAI GUAI LUI today wheeeee.

okay la, wonder why? cause he is working today so that's why i STAY HOME TONIGHT. hehee
went sushi zanmai for lunch with him just now then came home dinner AGAIN,
ohh emmm geeee Fat Die Me seriously.

and soooo, i got time to edit my birthday pictures!! its like Finally I Got Time hahaha, HOHO.

taa's, wait for my pictures! :)

i can't wait to see him,

2010-10-06T02:48:00.000-07:00

it's 6 of October,

am just finished changing and waiting for my boyfriend to pick me up :)

HE SAYS HE WANT TO BE THE LAST PERSON TO WISH ME *laugh out loud*

wait for my birthday post or maybe post-s okay? =]

祝我生日快乐.

imma a busy girl

2010-10-03T09:23:00.000-07:00

just a very short post.

i know my blog is dead :'[

I GOT NO TIME TO UPDATE.

my birthday is just around the corner,

*like errrm, 3 more days to go?*

there are many of them asked me how am i gonna celebrate my BIGDAY.

they thought i got many friends to celebrate with me and they even thought i got fully booked for my birthday week.

woah, please la am not a super star. =_=

Honestly, I DONT HAVE ANY PLAN.

i got no idea.

my friends planned a suprise party for me last year.

i remember i got 5 cakes, 5 celebrations, 5 different places.

5 different gang of people.

10+ of wishing on my msn.

40+ of messages i received.

10+ of calls non-stop after 12am sharp.

i was so touched.

and this year, i think all of them have forgotten my birthday :(

they're all busying with their studies for trials and spm.

what a sad girl, pity me.

and one more thing,

I HAVE TO SIT FOR PERDAGANGAN PAPERS ON MY BIRTHDAY.

WTFF am really sad. :'(

okay i have to stop here. am sooooo sleepyy.

my bf went home at 5 someting in the early morning, then i woke up at 8+ to go church.

meeting him everyday and sleep late everyday so i got nooooo enough sleeeep ohh myy goddd.

im getting older and uglier day by day.

S.H.Y.T.

my eyes is about to close.

good night people.

i want to shout as loud as i can now,

2010-09-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

oh well, my History papers is overrrrr.

last minute study is not a fun thing to do :C

was facing my history textbook on monday night, sooo sleepyy ughh.

and last night, MORAL!

36 nilai-s to memorize. i slept at 4 in the early morning after talking with my mr.crapp.

slept for one hour more and got up to school again, TIRED HELL

okay its overrrrrrr tooooooo! :)

guess what?

mr.crapp came to school to fetch me homeeee todayyy D;

Awwwwwwwww, so sweeeeeet.

----------------------------------------------

i went ou for dinner just now and my ZARA shoes is out of stock

#@*!$&$^@*(#&^#(@^

moodless.

1243am

2010-09-28T09:31:00.000-07:00

my mum says DON'T NEED TO STUDY MORAL.

she asked me to sleep early.

ohh mii your so cute.

im hugging my pillow, with my blanket, sitting on my carpet.

and sommore what?

WITH MY NILAI PAPER of course.

.kepercayaan kepada tuhan.

.amanah.

.harga diri.

.toleransi.

saya mempunyai sikap yang bermoral too.

okay i gtg.

taa's people.

Friendship.

2010-09-25T01:36:00.000-07:00

Rachel says HI.

im skype-ing with this stupid girl again and she wants me to blog about her.

It's been a long while since she last talk to me.

she hasn't been finding for me since the exams start :(

now, the everytime when she calls me, i'm with mr.crapp.

she started to complain that i don't love her anymore.

you guys out there should know that we're best friends.

ohh wait, more that that.

she skypes with me wherever she goes.

that's how close we are. and how we are connected.

we both shares the both interest.

Even though her mum complains?

the everytime i stay over her house, we've late night talk.

She always send romantic songs to me.

She serenades me.

she shares her dirty little secrets to me.

we got into hot tub together

we gossip.

she always thinks that i'll left her out after being in a relationship but i wont.

when we come to our single date, we snap photos from the start of the day till the very end of it.

*like from the minute we say hello to the moment we say bye byee?*

we kiss and we hug each other.

but we are not lessbian.

This is how strong our relationship is.

Have you been studying alot?

2010-09-20T09:42:00.000-07:00

Trials.

Having accounts papers on wednesday.
PN.SALLY's paper.

ohhhh-my-godness.

how am i going to diee?

wish me luck people.

God bless, AMEN. (:

i miss my zara shoes.

2010-09-16T10:02:00.000-07:00

hello people (:

erm its 1.15am now, im still sitting on my room carpet chatting with mr.crapp.

*we never meet today :'(*

i don't know what the hell is wrong with my msn so i created a new account because i can't sign in with the old one, tell me if you want my email address alright.

i got nothing much to blog.

my life is so boring, SLEEP,eat,WATCHING TV,online,WALK HERE WALK THERE,dreaming,SHOPPING,waste money,DRAMA...

whats more???

ohh yea 2 more, i PEE and i SHIT.

i got up at 12 today.

i shared my toilet with my 2nd sister and she was bathing by the time so i switched on my baby pink to go online.

she shouted from her room after her shower,

"mel, do you want to go shopping with me later?"

of courseeeee I WANT.

But the first thing came to my mind was, "i thought you just came home from Taiwan last night? and you want to go shopping today?? TERRIBLE enough."

then we headed to Pavillion at i don't know what time.

we got there in 15 mins time from my house, omg so fastt

*unlike some ppl's car (myvi), just reached at Bangsar after 15 mins from my house, lalalala :p* he is gonna kill me.

Nah here the sweet couple. Mr.Edmond and Sister Cheryl.

we walked to the new mall Fahrenheit.

i argued with edmond before we walk there,

me: What? haven't open yet laaa.

Edmond: open liao la.

me: last week i came with my bf already la, still renovating okay, more to go.

Edmond: ok la we walk and seeeee.

the second we got to the main door, "OPSSSSSSS. sorry," i said. hahahaha.

Hello.

look at her shirt. *you just came back from beach mehhh?*XD

me with MY BOYFRIEND SHIRT from topman

*ehh its really mr.crapp one, am so poor so i wear his shirt*

awwww, so pity me, sobs sobs.

sister Cheryl and me

Tiff@co.

Spot her Chanel bag.

Burberry

i said TATA to Pavillion at 5 something.

God mum called me for dinner after i opened my house gate.

so i reached home within 5 mins and i went out AGAIN!

i ate one and a half bowl of rice. (not 2 bowls okay)

then i ate 2 UHU-HUU after i reached home WTF?

i bought 2 boxes :) one for me and my mum and another one for mr.crapp :)

Home alone so i watched TAKGU at my living room, with UHU-HU of course. :D

Strawberryyy.

My mum came home after that and she was like, yenneeeeeee you eat againnnn???

"FAT DIE YOUU," she said. =_=

so mean!!

fyi, i seldom watch TV in my living room,

so my mum asked: why are you watching TV here? are you waiting for your boyfriend?

i turned my head towards her and gave her a WTF-face. LOOL.

she saw the 2 boxes of Uhu-hu and she said she jealous because she knew i bought 1 box for mr.crapp.

OMG she is soooooo cuteeeeee, SHE SAID SHE JEALOUS wth??

i laughed after she said that.

awwww, i love you mummii (:

my eldest sister came home.

i went in to her room, she share me her new shoes and shirts!

Holly mamaaaa, i want ALL.

this is mineeee

sooooo cuteeeeeee i like it so muchhh.

*kiss and hug*

D=

2010-09-15T11:03:00.000-07:00

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME TODAY??

ps: mr,crapp,i promise this is the last time, not anymore.

*can i skip trials and spm?

then go straight forward to the day after spm??

STOP DREAMING STUPID!!

1208am

2010-09-14T09:05:00.001-07:00

i feel like eating ICE CREAM.

i miss everyone of you,

2010-09-12T01:59:00.000-07:00

*Slapself*

im bored. =(

Had my breakfast with mum in the morning.

then she went Cameron straight after Church.

*"please remember to buy me STRAWBERRY mii," i reminded her.*

Both of my sisters went taiwan.

*awww, celebrated your birthday at taiwan with your HELLO KITTY CAKE and the suprise from your boyfriend, sweeet hor?*

Brother? he went out with his friends.

what about me?

sitting on my room carpet staring at my baby pink listening to songs.

that's why im here.

yes, i hate being alone. *I HATE*

you will never understand the feeling :'(

please gimme a big big hug when you guys come home :'(

-taa's-

i say,

2010-09-10T02:43:00.000-07:00

Happy First month anniversary my love :)

♥

i love you.

Ichiban Boshi@Giza.

2010-09-06T09:12:00.000-07:00

Ichican Boshi, my dinner on Sunday.

I ate Damn alot.

FULL DIE ME!

mum.karyew

my god mum.

mummy :)

look at his omg-FAT-HAO-face

god father.

Good night world :)

Rawr.

2010-09-05T02:08:00.001-07:00

Hello people.

i feel weird staying at home today,

why?

because it's SUNDAY!

am supposed to be in One u now eh =_=

-i skipped school on friday AGAIN,

-went Madam Kwan for lunch with Mr.Crapp.

-then we watched Going The Distance :)

-he brought me all the way from Midvalley to Subang to eat SnowFlake. *awwwww, sweeeet ♥

The Taiwanese Dessert.

look at the people here D:

the snowflake bestseller. with grass jelly and Taro balls.

my mr.Crapp ♥

*he says Hi to every of you with his Rabbit Smile*

♥ me ♥

♥ us ♥

mr.Crapp.

2010-09-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

"we gotta have faith in each other" ,He said.

♥♥♥

nah people, i posted up his picture.

stop asking me who is that heh (:

Good Night world.

as if you say sorry,

2010-08-28T08:08:00.000-07:00

i will forgive you, no matter how you treat me, curse me or betray me.

my saturday

2010-08-28T05:54:00.000-07:00

watched Step up 3D with mr.crapp :)

met 2 of my sisters and their boyfriend in car park -,-

mr.crapp : Eh your sister!!

me: huh??

Both of them gave me a "horrr, with boyfriend hah* - face. *LOL*

we planned to go look out point yesterday but FAILED :(

(Dont ask me why.)

went home at around 4 in the early morning after Mcdonald then woke up at 12.45pm after answered mum's phone call.

Nyonya Curry Mee for my lunch at one u with my God mom and cousin :D

visited Mr.crapp again *i visit him like every weekend, saturday and sunday =_=*

you will see me in One U if he is working hahaha.

High Tea@ Delicious

that's my saturday :)

Rachel and me

2010-08-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

822, Sunday

2010-08-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

again, Day out with my love, Rachel ♥

♥ we went to see Lee Hom

yes, i saw him! but i never got his signature :(

Don't ask me why.

i feel so sad, so depressed, so down, disapointed.

*i emo, upset, moody*

i waited him from arond 2 until 6.30.

HOT DIE ME!

That's my first time and also my last time i tell you,

i was sweating all over the body, standing under the hot sun.

the most funny thing is BOTH OF US NEVER BRING WATER WTH.

i kept on telling Rachel am thirsty and i need some water.

i felt dizzy.

so packed and im not enough of Oxygen. =_=

*the first person came to my mind is mr.crapp because he always asks me to drink more water and also share me his water heh*

Both of us waited him for so long and ended up with NOTHING. *cry*

-Pictures of the day-

We were sweating like hellll.

♥♥♥

Jason went there for lunch and he met us up for a lil while.

we got to know one another when we was form 3.

im still remember Rachel was sitting beside me in class,

then 3 of us started to stick together when we were form 4.

and now, we are best friend heh ♥

jason

Rachel *my love*

your SHORT Jason! :p

hello again (:

i like this picture much heee *idk why*

oh ya one more thing, I lost my brother's Dslr lens cover that day :'(

Sighs.

i like.

2010-08-24T04:06:00.000-07:00

Crystal.

The girl who sit beside me in class.

12.55am

2010-08-23T09:45:00.000-07:00

The most precious gift on earth is the life your parents gave you,

appreciate it and don't throw it away.

i dint blog for these day because am really busy.

plus i wanted to blog sometimes but i don't know what to blog about.

=__=

Good Night people.

yes IMY,

2010-08-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

its raining, am listening to the song now :)

it reminds me of what mr.crapp told me that night.

"Mel, BE MY BABY? i'll look after you", He said.

awwwwww, i feel really sweeet.

LEE HOM FANS.

2010-08-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

Rachel : i want to watch Love In Disguise.

Me : i had watched with mr.Crapp teheeee *sweet face*

Rachel: whatttt???? =__=

and so i watched again with this stupid girl.

we bought LEE HOM album :)

.LOVE.

she left at 8.45pm :(

i walked around to wait for mr.Crapp, he finished his work at 10 and i accompanied him for dinner :)

the morning after i woke up,

mum : came home so late i thought you dont want to go to school??

me : =__= Huh? *innocent face*

thats my sunday (:

MPH.

2010-08-17T08:43:00.000-07:00

my so-called breakfast :)

Our study mood was on that day. for like 5 hours? Hohoho

The Retarded faces.

jian nee.

did some shopping with Jason. he needs my help everytime for shopping. :p

ta's people.

am kinda busy,

plus am lazy to blog.

my visitors are getting lesser and lesser :'(

1211am

2010-08-16T09:09:00.000-07:00

my Brother.

Shop.shop.shop

2010-08-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

top shop.

Jaspal.Forever 21.

cotton on.

Zara.

i bought this in 2 days time :(

spent so much of money.

ohh yennee, stop it.

i like shopping with my mum :')

Baba ♥

2010-08-09T03:07:00.000-07:00

i know you will stay with me.

as long as the wind blows.

im gonna cry,

so i don't write more for you today.

Can you hear me singing my heart out your birthday song?

Even though you're gone?

Happy Happy Birthday Baba ♥