my feelings of sadness

i used to write down my daily life here last time. but now, i don't.

my blog is just like my diary, my jotter. i jot down every single of my things and feelings.

what about now?

i don't really know how to express or explain my feelings already.

or maybe when im having the good mood to tell, there's no one here to listen to me :(

i hope im a little small kid, baba and mummy bring me to eat and play like last time.

i don't want to grow up.

im feeling stress. feeling so tired of my work.

or maybe feeling F up with those people who don't really understand me.

Am i really that dumb or what?

i feel like crying, everyday before i sleep.

i need a break.