随便.

*faint*

im back.

i got no time to blog because im busying for my spm.

my visitors is getting lesser and lesser day by day :(

i didn't on my baby pink for like 4 days so i think she have got enough of sleep already heh :)

im just came back from supper and since the boyfie is playing his FIFA 11(his new gf) in this middle of the night so i got my little own time to blog now heh :)

i gained weight again people, sighs.

stress, i eat.

bored, i eat.

happy, i eat.

emo, i eat.

feeling scared, i eatttttt!

i have to maintain myself in normal mood only i can have my normal meal,

i feel sleepy after eating and i eat AGAIN after i get up from bed, SO WHAT DO YOU THINKK??? -_-

HOLLY-MAMA-ASSS.

i still got 6 more subjects to go :( 16 more days.

i hope the time can pass more faster so i can party like mad after this.

my first paper was BM, i was so nervous, so scared untill i can feel my hand shaking and also my heartbeat. i can't even sleep well at the night :'( my BM is so poor, i never speak malay for like Years, i just read malay books when im having bm periods in school. i failed my bm in TRIALS wtf hahaha. so can you guys imagine how SCARED am i? -_-

my english? errrr it was ok for me heh :)

what about Sejarah?

ermm, i hope i can pass! -_- i only got 18 correct out of 40 questions!

for my paper 2, i have tried hard to write whatever i know :'(

Geeeeee, pray hard for me people. seriously.

okay my boyfriend is done with his Fifa so i got to go sleep now, buais.

Good night peeps.

x.o.x.o

that's why i love her,

came home after steamboat dinner, i was sitting downstair online chatting with friends.

mum came to me and she squeezed her butt on the same chair with me.

so i turned on my webcam,

then we started the first photo,

mummy, say "yiiiiiii"

nah, here the normal picture.

mummy, "do this, i said".so she followed me.

mummy, say "OOOOOO".

nah she followed me again.

mummy, say "AHHHHH"

then she really AHHHHHHHHH, like so loud you know?? -_-

after that we ended up laughing like this.

i think she laughed non-stop for 5 mins looking back her photos.

WHAT A CUTE AND GOOD MUMMY I HAVE?

ILY

owh God,

Four more days to SPM.

people seems like locking themself in their own room studying like hell,

and am PARTY like helllllll here, living my life like my Spm is over hahaha.

now, am feeling scared.

i think my friends have studied alot, what about me? Nothing! Shytt!

Geeeee, God bless me.

okay i think i got to go bed now, feeling Dizzy.

Good night world (:

Singapore.

Be tough babe,

I can't sleep at the early morning now, am still have to wake up for school later. =(

To My Dear Father,

I used to pray to you just for some small matter, but today it's different.

When the first time i cried to talk to you was to pray that you would save my father.

Today, watching my own best friend crying bitterly over the same matter, I pray to you sincerely that you would perform your miracles on her father.

She is just but a seventeen years old girl, please do not take away what means everything to her.

and I believe that this is not what a seventeen years old girl should suffer from.

i do not wish for her exams to be affected by a tragedy like this.

Lord, i know you love us, and you are capable of anything, I pray with all my heart that you would aid her.

I pray that you will be there with her family.

All of us needs you, I don't wish to see my best friend walking down the same path as mine,

I don't wish to see her shedding anymore tears.

I know how it feels to walk on such a path, I don't wish for anyone to endure such pain too.

Babe (stella), you must stay strong. I feel really sorry, i dont know what to do except for crying together with you on the phone. my tears just can't stop rolling down involuntary.

you know i didnt want to see you like that, please stay strong, all would be better.

please give yourself hope, i would always be there for you.

To all readers who are reading this, please pray together for her as well.

Thank you.

3rd,

you are the light that brightens up my darkest nights, you are my WIL to keep moving forward and believe in my dreams. You make me happy and I know that our love is very strong and I know we can get through any issues.

I love you today, I will love you even more tommorow.

Happy 3 months anniversary.

Fred Perry,

my souvenir from mum :)

the first Fred Perry bag in my 17 years of life, i like it so really much ohmygod.

happy sweet 16 for you,

Happy Birthday Ann Nee :) *my bf sister*

it was her birthday yesterday,

sorry for no present and i didnt prepare anything for you :(

mr.crapp and I went to wonder milk after his work to buy her cupcakes,

he actually planned to go for dinner with her but she had dinner with parents already so yeah,

DA DANG,

Hope you like it :)

Happy Sweeeet sixteen girl :)

Hello Bello,

its 12.57am now, had my dinner at Auntie's house just now.

am feeling still full and i don't feel like sleeping yet so then am hereee.

my blog is so so so so so so so DEAD i know.

am gaining weighttt people, SHYT. really shyttttttt.

credits to Mr.Crapp -_-

he brought me to eat so many nice foods so i can't stop myself from eating and now he always laugh at my tummy, =(

jkndsjbjkdsbfdsmjks.

what a boyfriend i have?

and yes, am having SPM in 20 days,

20 days!!!

ohhemmgeeee mygodness hollymamaasss am still so relaxing.

=_=

okay enough of my craps.

buais.