我哭累了

my feelings of sadness

i used to write down my daily life here last time. but now, i don't.

my blog is just like my diary, my jotter. i jot down every single of my things and feelings.

what about now?

i don't really know how to express or explain my feelings already.

or maybe when im having the good mood to tell, there's no one here to listen to me :(

i hope im a little small kid, baba and mummy bring me to eat and play like last time.

i don't want to grow up.

im feeling stress. feeling so tired of my work.

or maybe feeling F up with those people who don't really understand me.

Am i really that dumb or what?

i feel like crying, everyday before i sleep.

i need a break.

Happy 21st.

This update is exclusively just for you.

Time flies.

In a blink of an eye we have known each other for 10 months.

for 8 months we've been together. ♥

it is not a long period but its not a short one either.

and we have really been through lots and lots of happy and sad moment together.

It's your 21st birthday,

so sad that im not by your side to celebrate it with you.

if i may, I would really want to wish you face to face.

if i may, I would really want to give you a hug Hun.

but this distance is forbidding me to do so.

even you accompany me to sleep every night through skype,

but im still on the verge of going insane just missing you.

Long distance relationship is really killing me.

This is the very first time im celebrating someones birthday by singing birthday song to the lappie,

I know it's wierd but i just cant help it.

12am sharp!

Happy 21st. MY LOVE ♥

No one can understand my feelings whenever i thought of you.

our memories are still playing on my mind everyday.

I MISS YOU. TOO MUCH :'(

Finally.

i have been waiting for one month.

给远方的你,

好久都没给你来个探访，

昨天终于可以看看你了。

在心里对你说的话你又是否听得见？

在心里给你唱着你喜欢的歌你又听到吗？

麼麼和大姐都生病了你又知不知道？

一年多了， 现在再次给你写着这篇文章， 我还是会哭，我还是会心酸。

我对你的想念，你又是否感觉到？

妈咪也一定很想念你.

到底几时，我眼眶可以不用含着眼泪地对你说话？

到底几时，我想你的时候不会再哭泣？

到底几时，我可以笑着告诉别人我的童年， 我和你的故事？

天国的你究竟又过得好吗？

Failed.

the photographer laughed like hell when she was taking this for me.

you know who you are :)

Singapore

hellow! how are you people? :) im doing well here hee.

i just came back from Singapore with the boyfie's family.

it was a 3days 2nights trip.

i'll just upload some photos here alright :)

so here comes the first day.

we woke up at 4.45 -_-

had MCD for our breakkie.

Sunrise

we reached Johor at 9 somthing, went to visit their relatives and also took our lunch at there.

then, thennn,

Hello Universal Studio.

Sentosa

look at this, Full of Lollipop.

it is so C.O.L.O.U.R.F.U.L

can you see the Heart shape? no?

mr.crapp's parents

tell me she is cute.

the 2nd day.

Marina Bay Sands.

Safari!

we were waiting for the night show. :)

3rd day,

melacca.
we went to eat Chicken Rice Ball, didn't take any picture there :(

that's all for my 3 days. and i actually skipped many places.

my internet is so slowww and im lazy to upload all the photos here.

sorry peeps.

for my friend, check out my Facebook for more pictures wokay? :)

taaa, see you soon. :)

累了

今天的我只想早点把自己扔上床入眠.

我, 其实还没习惯现在的生活.

晚安了.

我真的好想你, 亲爱的.

Alexis,

they are cute like this.

New Year Present from mum,

Daisy.

Marc Jacobs

thanks mummy. Loves

family.

*Do not disturb*

Ikea with the family for dinner today.

i just simply like this picture :)

they are so KIUT.

legs,

i'm reluctant to let you go baby,

mr.crapp reached Perth safely.

im not doing well people.

the room and night without him was quiet, we used to run up and down together at the middle of night, he used to play his FIFA next to me and he wanted me to accompany him for his FIFA everytime.

i miss you so badly Hun :'(

i don't know what's my feeling right now,

and i don't know how to describe the feeling when i was helping him to pack his luggage.

it is just 33 more hours to go, and he will be leaving here to Perth for his studies.

I AM SAD, people :'(

i cried out loud until i can't really feel myself.

im sad that i don't have a hometown :(

everyone is like going back to hometown paying a visit to other places but im still staying the same. im stucked in PJ every year =_=

i visited 2 houses for the first day of Chinese New Year.

and this is what i got for the first day.

wolalala.

feeling happy now.

i'm gaining weight,

and I JUST CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM EATING!

i ate so much of foods :(

Pan mee and Bak kut teh and 2am last night,

and Satay, Pizzas, Cake, Chicken and Ba Gua just now.

What the Freak?

Geee, I HAVE TO STOP! i HAVE TOOOOOOO!

okay i got nothing to do at this midnight and the bf is playing FIFA again so that's why im here for a while.

so now, Tadaaaa.

Good Night peeps.

and.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i have got my first 2 angpaus from the Bf's Godparents and Godsis last few days :D *wink*