Rawrrrr

Vintage.

我问我自己，

这种恐惧，到底我要用几久的时间去摆脱？

Surprise from my man.

look at the ballons! he said he wants me to feel more like we are party-ing. SOO CUTEEE.

see he looked more hyper than me.

btw he bought me a birthday cake and he finished all by himself D:

and his family members knocked my room door at 12am. :) warm.

BABY.

Birthday Celebration with friends.

Jason planned a birthday dinner for me and i thought it was only 4 of them.

it surprised me bacause they popped out one by one infront of me when i was talking to the girls.

he said he just wants to make me cry :'(

the dinner reminded me of our High school life, our NOISY class.

Justina, she can laugh really Loud :p

Tiff, the always sexy and hot one for Jonathan! *LOL*

soo, tiff and i.

the girls

Jonathan, the one who bully me the most. and he is good in talking CRAP! -,-

Jiawen, he says he will be there for me whenever i sad. but he dont really tell me his problem when he is moody. (you have to changeee -,-)

thank you, for coming around ♥ ♥

for Jason, you really surprised me and thank you for being my part time driver for so long. i just realize i dont have a photo with you, HOW COME?? D;

12.38pm

为什么, 我没有以往的期待?

6pm

今年的生日, 我会怎么渡过?

朋友, 你们还记得我吗? :)

everyday i love you a little more,

望了望电话上的日期，

对，还剩3天。

试着不去看，不过那天最终会到来。

他疯疯癫癫地陪我过了2个星期,

你知道我不是不肯回家， 而是我们相同有着的那份不舍。

你知道吗？

我喜欢有你的生活，习惯了你那拥抱着我的体温。

我会试着不让自己哭泣。

he is now sleeping like a dead body next to me,

hello.

wish us HAPPY 13th ANNIVERSARY.

10.50pm

AUSTRALIA.

10 August

it was an early morning, i opened my shop and working like usual.

and when i was half way talking to my customers, someone came in with this bouquet of flowers.

yes it was our first year anniversary.

your letter for me,

no i don't know you can be this sweet hun :')

remember this message?

i feel the sweet from my heart when the everytime i read.

yes, be your baby ♥

i remember clearly the way you confessed to me in the car,

i remember how badly i cried.

i miss you so much.

i wish i could stop the time when i am with you.

still, Happy first year Anniversary.

I LOVE YOU TOO, Baby ♥

我心痛, 我心酸.

安慰的话, 我不知道再怎么说.

所以我沉默。

发生了这么多的事,

看着你在我面前再次哭泣, 对, 我是有多么想在你身边.

听着你对家人的问候, 再看着你抹去脸上哭泣后的泪水

我酸，我疼，我泪。

这样的感觉谁又何曾懂?

it's just 3 of us.

Hello after so longggg!

she is backkkk, like after 5 months. :)

and 3 of us went TTDI for Japanese dinner, wanted to go Solaris butttt, FAIL.

we used to hang out together last time.

He is JASON, my part time driver? HAHAHA.

look at her! she pose like a Model LOLLL!

wait for my next post alright.

Taaaas.

.

i don't like my life.

我哭累了

my feelings of sadness

i used to write down my daily life here last time. but now, i don't.

my blog is just like my diary, my jotter. i jot down every single of my things and feelings.

what about now?

i don't really know how to express or explain my feelings already.

or maybe when im having the good mood to tell, there's no one here to listen to me :(

i hope im a little small kid, baba and mummy bring me to eat and play like last time.

i don't want to grow up.

im feeling stress. feeling so tired of my work.

or maybe feeling F up with those people who don't really understand me.

Am i really that dumb or what?

i feel like crying, everyday before i sleep.

i need a break.