随便.

*faint*

im back.

i got no time to blog because im busying for my spm.

my visitors is getting lesser and lesser day by day :(

i didn't on my baby pink for like 4 days so i think she have got enough of sleep already heh :)

im just came back from supper and since the boyfie is playing his FIFA 11(his new gf) in this middle of the night so i got my little own time to blog now heh :)

i gained weight again people, sighs.

stress, i eat.

bored, i eat.

happy, i eat.

emo, i eat.

feeling scared, i eatttttt!

i have to maintain myself in normal mood only i can have my normal meal,

i feel sleepy after eating and i eat AGAIN after i get up from bed, SO WHAT DO YOU THINKK??? -_-

HOLLY-MAMA-ASSS.

i still got 6 more subjects to go :( 16 more days.

i hope the time can pass more faster so i can party like mad after this.

my first paper was BM, i was so nervous, so scared untill i can feel my hand shaking and also my heartbeat. i can't even sleep well at the night :'( my BM is so poor, i never speak malay for like Years, i just read malay books when im having bm periods in school. i failed my bm in TRIALS wtf hahaha. so can you guys imagine how SCARED am i? -_-

my english? errrr it was ok for me heh :)

what about Sejarah?

ermm, i hope i can pass! -_- i only got 18 correct out of 40 questions!

for my paper 2, i have tried hard to write whatever i know :'(

Geeeeee, pray hard for me people. seriously.

okay my boyfriend is done with his Fifa so i got to go sleep now, buais.

Good night peeps.

x.o.x.o

that's why i love her,

came home after steamboat dinner, i was sitting downstair online chatting with friends.

mum came to me and she squeezed her butt on the same chair with me.

so i turned on my webcam,

then we started the first photo,

mummy, say "yiiiiiii"

nah, here the normal picture.

mummy, "do this, i said".so she followed me.

mummy, say "OOOOOO".

nah she followed me again.

mummy, say "AHHHHH"

then she really AHHHHHHHHH, like so loud you know?? -_-

after that we ended up laughing like this.

i think she laughed non-stop for 5 mins looking back her photos.

WHAT A CUTE AND GOOD MUMMY I HAVE?

ILY

owh God,

Four more days to SPM.

people seems like locking themself in their own room studying like hell,

and am PARTY like helllllll here, living my life like my Spm is over hahaha.

now, am feeling scared.

i think my friends have studied alot, what about me? Nothing! Shytt!

Geeeee, God bless me.

okay i think i got to go bed now, feeling Dizzy.

Good night world (:

Singapore.

Be tough babe,

I can't sleep at the early morning now, am still have to wake up for school later. =(

To My Dear Father,

I used to pray to you just for some small matter, but today it's different.

When the first time i cried to talk to you was to pray that you would save my father.

Today, watching my own best friend crying bitterly over the same matter, I pray to you sincerely that you would perform your miracles on her father.

She is just but a seventeen years old girl, please do not take away what means everything to her.

and I believe that this is not what a seventeen years old girl should suffer from.

i do not wish for her exams to be affected by a tragedy like this.

Lord, i know you love us, and you are capable of anything, I pray with all my heart that you would aid her.

I pray that you will be there with her family.

All of us needs you, I don't wish to see my best friend walking down the same path as mine,

I don't wish to see her shedding anymore tears.

I know how it feels to walk on such a path, I don't wish for anyone to endure such pain too.

Babe (stella), you must stay strong. I feel really sorry, i dont know what to do except for crying together with you on the phone. my tears just can't stop rolling down involuntary.

you know i didnt want to see you like that, please stay strong, all would be better.

please give yourself hope, i would always be there for you.

To all readers who are reading this, please pray together for her as well.

Thank you.

3rd,

you are the light that brightens up my darkest nights, you are my WIL to keep moving forward and believe in my dreams. You make me happy and I know that our love is very strong and I know we can get through any issues.

I love you today, I will love you even more tommorow.

Happy 3 months anniversary.

Fred Perry,

my souvenir from mum :)

the first Fred Perry bag in my 17 years of life, i like it so really much ohmygod.

happy sweet 16 for you,

Happy Birthday Ann Nee :) *my bf sister*

it was her birthday yesterday,

sorry for no present and i didnt prepare anything for you :(

mr.crapp and I went to wonder milk after his work to buy her cupcakes,

he actually planned to go for dinner with her but she had dinner with parents already so yeah,

DA DANG,

Hope you like it :)

Happy Sweeeet sixteen girl :)

Hello Bello,

its 12.57am now, had my dinner at Auntie's house just now.

am feeling still full and i don't feel like sleeping yet so then am hereee.

my blog is so so so so so so so DEAD i know.

am gaining weighttt people, SHYT. really shyttttttt.

credits to Mr.Crapp -_-

he brought me to eat so many nice foods so i can't stop myself from eating and now he always laugh at my tummy, =(

jkndsjbjkdsbfdsmjks.

what a boyfriend i have?

and yes, am having SPM in 20 days,

20 days!!!

ohhemmgeeee mygodness hollymamaasss am still so relaxing.

=_=

okay enough of my craps.

buais.

i dont like my room

why?

so messyyy

now you know.

my Bday presents.

Coach from Chemond :)

Zara from mummy.

Cross necklace from the Boyfriend.

MAI BUFDAYYY,

06.10.2010

am here to blog about my birthdayyy :)
*like after so long? =_=*

sorry for the LATE update :(
feel really guilty seeing my visitors reading my blog day by day and I NEVER UPDATE MY BLOG LIKE EIGHT DAYS TIME UGHH.


its now ermm, 1.10am.
i know im supposed to sleep now.
one more thing is im actually thinking whether i should stay home or go to school later heh.
my bf is gonna scold me because i have skipped school today :(
school is just soooo sooo soooo boring -,-


okay back to the topic.
yes it was MY BIRTHDAY!

am officially SEVENTEEEEEEN now people.

for the past few years, i celebrated my birthday with my family and also my friends.
so sweet and special for my 17th birthday because my boyfriend celebrated with me. :)


he came to pick me up at around 6 something after his class.
we went to Empire Gallery for a walk after that.
oh yea that was my 1st time went to the shopping mall -,-
YES DON'T LAUGH or WTH me alright :)



we headed for dinner from subang to damansara at night,
we laughed, we talked, we played like crazy as usual.


GUESS WHAT?
he suprised me with the ROSES while we were waiting for the traffic.
i got the omggggg and awwwwww so sweeeet that kind of feeling when the moment i saw that so i kissed him straight after he gave me the flowers because i felt really really reallyy sweeeeeeet.


he brought me to eat Balinese foods for dinner.

here comes the restoran,

Subak.

hello.

captured by mr.crapp.

"很有feel咯" he said hahaha.

my orenji juice and his watermelon juice.
Balinese fried rice.
the salad and prawns/

signature curry mee.

am sooo hungryyyy nowww -,-

hmm the decoration?

he looked so happy eh?

erm it was not your birthday la my dear =_=

he is viewing his camera pictures i think?

DANG DANG

here comes my birthday cake,

RED VELVET FROM Whisk Cafe.

soooooo nice and i feel like eating now :(

mr.crapp.

meeee.

.love.

we were almost the last customer there -,-

-home sweet home-

with the roses from my love :)

i likee and i likeeeee.

as usual he went online facebook with my lappy and i kept on taking pictures and viewing our pictures next to him.

then i went to the toilet.

"do you notice anything different in your room?" He asked me after i came out from toilet.

-....i looked around....-

"hmm no. why?" i anwered.

he kept on asking like 3 or 4 times and i anwered the same answer =_=

and after few seconds,

" EHHHH I SAWW!" i said.

he put my present above my wardrobe -,-

awwww sooo "suprise" lol dumb dumb.

and guess what he bought for me?

A CROSS NECKLACE.

nah it is not really that sweet if your bf bought you a Cross necklace ,

BUT IT IS REALLY REALLY SWEEEEEET IF YOUR BF BOUGHT YOU THE SAME NECKLACE WITH HIM.

awwww soo niceeee i know.

thank you for the everything Honnie.

yes thank youuuu.

it was my Sweet birthday ever.

ILY.

Early Bday Dinner@family.

ohh finally, i got time to blog about my birthday dinner with my family.
they celebrated with me 2 days before my birthday because i had to study for my perdagangan :(

a very thank you to my eldest sister for this, i thought you guys have forgotten about my birthday :'(
i kept on telling mr.crapp "他们一定不记得我的生日liao" with my crying face everyday before the week hahah.




we went to d'italiane kitchen @ Giza.
i never heard of this restoran before until my 2nd sister asked for ther =_=
yessss i know, amma SAKAI. *don't laugh*



mr.crapp came to pick me up like usual, due to my sister and my slowness so he waited us at downstairs with my mum.
he talked damn alot to her, SO BRAVEEE YOU i like hahaha.
i know he must feeling very nervous, as a girlfriend i should have get ready faster and go down to accompany him.
but guess what?
i never do that, i left him alone with my mum heh :) *wink*
im so BAD i know, he is gonna kill me if he read this.




it was an unforgettable night for him because that was the first time he drove my mum along.
he was so quiet in the car, dare not to play with me and he stopped his sam-pat-ness
and he dare not to hold my hand in the car like what he usually do,
SHOOOO FUNNYYYY omg. *LMAO*

okay stop with that.

so we reached there at 8 something, i remember i was so HUNGRAY that night,
nah, the menu.

hungry hungryyy, "i feel like eating everythinggg", i told him.

.hello.

my guest.
.Chemond.

.my lovely mummi.

.mummy and 2nd sis.

.Jryky.

.our foods.

Daaa dang.

they suprised me with Baskin Robbins Ice-cream cake.

my boyfriend again.

mummi eldest sis karyen.

=).love.

the ice cream cake, HARD LIKE A ROCK.

look at them,

they sweat all over the body after cutting the ice-cream cake,

and of couseeee, AM JUST JOKINGGG!

=_=

went home straight after dinner. with my full stomach :)

.mr.jerry.

my birthday card from sister cheryl.

i don't wanna open my present from my sister cheryl yet after i went home,

then mr.crapp was like, Ehh open laaaa, why don't you open and seeee??

why are you smiling?? ITS NOT FOR YOU LAH PLEASEE. :p

i got Coach bag for my present.

nah the last picture,

he asked me why i never post this up.

so yeaaa, SPOT his CACATED leg. yesss, CACATED LEG!

that's all for my early birthday dinner.

Again, thank you for my sisters and also mr.edmond and mr.jerry.

they were actually busying with their work that day, but still they made it for me.

awww, i feel the sweet from everyone of you.

and also my boyfriend and mummy :)

thank you.

oh ya, that was the very First Time my mum dinner with 3 of her daughers and also the boyfriend together :)

what a special dinner for us? :)

okay people,wait for my 2nd birthday post heh.

i might just upload the pictures for that day :)

x.o.x.o