jungle trekking

I woke up very very early today,
you know why?
because I went to FRIM with cecilia's church friends.
my eyes were about to close. so sleepyyyy.
i slept at around 1 o'clock to accompany jasper.
:(
obviously we din't know where her churh is,
so kae yi came and fetched me and we met at her house.

The moment i stepped into her house,
everyone was wearing black.
what the hell???
Nallina's mother sponsored us "keropok"
(which was actually junk food,LOL)
shirley and her boy friend fetched us to cecilia's churh.
there were alot of crap talking in the car.
and kae yi keep telling me about "someone"...
wuahaha.

when we reached her church,
i was very sad
nononono
i was SUPER DEEPER SAD.
so i went to cecilia and told her......
me: you make me so unhappy.
cecilia: why? you didn't want to come?
me: NO, i want to come, is just that i have to leave my mum.
I miss her soooo much now :(
I'm going to a very very very very far place.....
I have to go to.......D........I............FRIM!!



LOL, she laughed to me.
I bet you thought i'm going to say DIE.wuahahaha.
but i'm not.
Anyway,when we reached the place
kae and me were walking and talking on the way to the toilet cheerfully.
UNTIL ... AN EXPECTED PAIL OF WATER SPLASHED INTO MY SHOE.
damn F**** weih.
what the hell??
sommore she didn't even apologize to me.
not even a single LOOK!!
=.=
after that, we started our journey,
and just after 20 minutes,
everyone was sweating like crazy.
they were so tired,
but it was like a piece of cake to me. :)
Half way through, Kae's shoe was cacat-ed.
when we were lining up for the conopy walk,
i saw a group of adorable Americans
and so, i took pictures with the family.
when its our turn,
i walked on the bridge alone,
the bridge was SHAKING like crazyyy,
and my heart was also pounding like crazyyyy,
it was SO SCARYYYY...
omg.

the walk felt so long to me
i even cried for mummy :(
after this, we went through small pathway,
stepped on slippery rocks to see the waterfall.
the water there was so cold and it was a beautiful scenary.
then we went to have lunch,
and play some games.
it was pretty fun, after a round of game,
me, kae and nallina went for a rest while the others proceeded with another game,
It was a blind folding game.

After the game,
we went back to the church.
shirley's bf fetched us back to cecilia's house.
so pity him lah. hahaha
some of us stayed at cecilia's house to wait for our parent
so we went to the park instead.
we started like eating Nallina's so-called-keropok AGAIN
LMAO

after i jumped into the car, and i saw this.... LOL (lame weih)

meeeeeeeeee (wheeewheeee)

they were so tired.

sweating like crazyyy.

shirley and her boy friend (so sweeet)

cecilia and me

shirley *-*

cecilia again :)

nallina

TWISTIESSSSSSSS.

the americans :)

he is so handsome

she is so HOT.

KAE and meee

nallina

the bridge

:S

i LOVE hello kitty ^_^

SAKAI!!!

i like this. :)

:OOO

oh my god...retarded?? DONKEYY!! i cant tahan her lah.so funnyyyy

going back

soooooooo FUN!!!

miss you guys :)))))))

This very special person

He is a very special person to me.

This very special person,
waited for me for 2 and a half years.
First, let me describe about him.
he is a nice guy,
a kind and loving guy,
a joker, and also a lame and RETARDED person.
ngek ngek

This person, can sacrifice almost anything without any condition for the one he loved.
This person, can always be at the side of the person he loved.
This person, will always follow the orders of his loved one.
This person, grants the one he loved never-ending freedom.
Just because its the one he loved.
Not only that,
this person too can do anything he once thought he will never ever do....
Just to see the smile of his loved one.

how good is that???
surely that he would be the dream man for any women


Remembered that day I went Genting with him,
he just had to buy me a snacks.
Including a super big cup of Baskin Robbins :)
He also brought me to a delicious curry laksa restaurant.
my curry laksa was so NICE.
and he shared some of his food with me.
Im sure he's trying to put weight onto me.
he even intend to tell my mom that he's gonna take real good care of me.
so "sampat" right?


Yesterday night I was kinda emo
he called me
we talked about random stuff for like half an hour.
And guess what he did?
he confessed to me at the field near his house
He shouted at the public area
" I LOVE LEE YEN NEE "
Oh my god..
it was like DAMN FREAKING LOUD weih,
untill those residents there peeped out of their window in curiousity.

Sometimes I really wanted to ask you,
am I really that worthy of your love???
I once told you I still don't want to start a new relationship yet,
you said that its ok, you'll wait.
I told you that I am not as nice as you think,
you said if you loved me, you will love my EVERYTHING.
owwwww...
you made me looked like the bad guy :(

I cant imagine someone is waiting for me for such a long period
2 years...???
how can you endured such long period of time?????

random post

Just found out lately that my studies really sucked.
having problems catching up on most of the subjects.

I will prolly have to study like shit from now.
like shit you know??
LIKE SHIT!!!

mei chee bought me a pair of converse sneakers.
im sooooo damn happy weih :)

Curse the disiplin teacher

Alots of unwanted stuff kinda happened lately,
including friends, family and myself

felt sad for yee after hearing her story about her dad
the same incident happened to me last time too.
i understand her pain,
because its the same one that i felt when my dad was in this condition.
this is the pain that..................
no one other than the person itself can understand.


i know that this is a cruel reality for you to accept
but be strong and trust me...
this will one day be over,
i don't really know what to say right now other than being by your side.
I only want you to know that you are not alone.
you still have me and xian :)

I felt lucky that i have both of you as friend
we share our happy and unhappy moments together.
we share our laugher and also our tears.
can you guys imagine having friends that understands you well and share feelings together???
that is a blessing i tell you. :)

I really wanted to thank god for giving my friends like you guys.
we shall work hard and be strong.

yee,
all will recover in time,
no worries.
let there be peace






anyway,a happy belated birthday to min min
happy sweeeeeeeeeeeet 16.

Ever since i was born,

i have never come across the unluckiest day of my life.

but YESTERDAY,

two freaking disiplin teachers caught me.

out of so many teachers, those two caught me.

it's probably 2 or 3 times worst than a normal teacher's one.

so damn pissed lah...

got sent to the disiplin teacher for not wearing sports wear.

got punished to stand outside of class in front of EVERYBODY.

EVERYBODY!!

DAMN embarrased weih.

stand already still got scolded for like 15 minutes some more..

what the hell??

then after that,

after recess went back late to class and got caught by another bitchin disiplin teacher.

AGAIN!!!!!

what is worse than this????

3 July 2009

Failed to upload some pictures yesterday
here is the party night we spent that day.


pictures
pictures
pictures

:)



Johnathan Lai (birthday boii)
the cake from secret recipe

John lai

chun kiat and me

jia wen *_*

chun kiat :S

jason lim

justina

min min

rachel khoh

justinaaaa :O

look at her expression. so happy right? LOL

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeee

crystal

min min =)

Jonathan lee (model of the bag) heh =D

wheee wheeeeeeeee

wild day with 4 meranti

hello people,its the third post for my new blog.
i am having a very very very good mood to blog now :)
hmmm,lets see,
ah yess!
before i start anything i would like to wish Jonathan Lai a big happy belated birthday
:D

your birthday party was a bang.
there was 17 people celebrated your birthday with you.
almost half of our class. heh :D
(*happy larh you!)
well,i will just blog about the party


we went to ou last friday.
ting came and pick me at 3p.m
met up with the usual gang in class
(mei chee,justina,cecilia and crystal).
they were finding a present for john.
then later,ting left us to go meet up with john
we were all like...trying to scare him by planning to ditch him on his birthday party that day.
John was so depressed when he heard that i'm going to cheras (LOL,lame excuse)
we were all trying to hide from John's view
the guys with him settled him down at secret recipe and then we sprang out nowhere
John's expression at that time was like...OMG,what the hell??
LMAO
but he was happy la in the end :)
little accident happened when chun kiat slammed his face too hard on the cake untill his lips bleed
(Awww :( so pain )

After the whole suprise thing,
we went to GSC to watch transformer 2 :D
it was a great show although i don't understand some >.<>
after having a not-so-filling dinner,
we had a cake war!
what the hell??
our secret recipe cake :(
the whole room was a mess and so was I.
got charged for service tax i think,
because the bill was like darn expensive.
that's what you get for messing up a V.I.P room
wuahahah

the event doesn't end here.
we went to jun mun's house at 10+ for our second round
we went to a park and had a proper cake cutting session.
fooled around untill 11+
darn TIRED
Ting fetched me back home after all the fun.
it was 12+ by the time I reached home.

John lee and me

so yummy

jia wen

jun mun

chun kiat


group pic

爷爷，安息吧

我记得星期六的晚上

我看着你困难地用氧气桶一口又一口的来帮自己呼吸着

从你在救伤车一直到家里

我听着你那断断续续的呼吸声

重复又重复的，

困难呼吸着

站在你旁边

眼角含着的眼泪,

仿佛就快要滴了下来

耳边重复又重复的听见他们呼叫着“爷爷，老爷，爸爸”

心里想对你说的话，我不知道你是否听得见

我摸了你的额头，冷冰冰的，

才发现自己原来不曾触动过你

可能因为我们家族很大的关系，

所以我没有什么和你沟通

甚至可以说是一年里，

我们的对话从不多过十句

你可以夸张到连我名都叫错

就算在街上遇见你，

你也不知道我是你的孙女

可能是你年纪大的关系吧

我很后悔

我后悔为什么我没有到医院去探望你

我以为是小事

一直到星期六下午，

哥说要去探望你

之后他又决定晚上和妈一起去

所以就等妈回来

可是到了傍晚的一通伯母打来的电话，

把我们紧张得用飞的飞了回了旧家

电话里头大概是说“爷爷还有一口气，快点回旧家等我们”

在旧家等着你的回来有的哭了，

有的还说笑

有的没有表情

到底这是什么样的一个家庭？

出殡的那天

看了你最后一眼

一个又一个的排着队到你身边敬酒

我无法想象，

更无法告诉自己..

这就是我见你的最后一面

我无法告诉自己过了这一秒之后，

我就永远都再也无法看到你的影子

永远..

我会永远地记得那一杀那,

记得我对你说的最后一声“爷爷，喝茶”

我更会记得那一晚，

工作人员把你的氧气管从你口里拔出来的那一瞬间

记得那一秒，

我看着你呼吸，一直到断气

你会永远的在我们的心里

爷爷，安息吧